LUX 100 DIVA photo exhibition

Here goes...

Pacific Place
1-5 November 2008
"Pameran Foto Cantiknya 100 Wanita Indonesia"

Dateng ya!

3.10 P.M
Transmutasi - Homogenic

Akhirnya kembali juga gw menjadi mahasiswi. Mengerjakan laporan, berkutat dengan perpus cantik kampusku sayang, membuka2 buku2 indahnya [dibuka2 doang masuk ke otak kaga.. hahaha], bertapa di perpus ampe kedinginan ampe kebelet pipis, gaul ke supermol karawaci.. oh i am so embracing my college student days again.

so here i am, trying to find some refreshment from typing my laporan magang.. entah kenapa album Homogenic ini yg dari tadi gw puter berulang-ulang menemani kegiatan gw yg sangat penuh vitalitas ini. I don't know i think the song just suites the mood.
my fellows laskar TA yang sedang mencoba memeras otak membanting tulang menulis laporan magang, you guys might wanna try to listen to them. Endang bok.

Selamat datang di dunia maya
Cukup sudah semua kupinta
Biarkan hariku terlahir sepi
Sendiri kanku rangkai mimpiku

Lepaskan imajinasi dunia
Biarkan kuraih kembali semua

Sampai nanti di dunia nyata
Lelah ku merangkai cerita
Biarkan diriku slalu bermimpi
Sendiri kanku rangkai lirihku


OK, enough of it. let's get down to business -in this case my Laporan Magang The Great

Sometimes you don't understand yourself.
and you ask yourself 'what the hell do i want exactly?' -or 'who' for that matter

and when you don't understand yourself, don't expect people to understand you.
so you better keep things to yourself.
cos when you tell them, even if they are your so-called closest friends, they may come up with something you don't want to hear. Or something you don't expect them to say at this point.

Or maybe they just won't take it seriously. They think it's just another phase of yours that will soon be gone.
YOUR DEAREST FRIENDS DON'T UNDERSTAND IT THAT YOU NEVER MEANT IT TO SOUND THAT WAY.

cos you yourself don't even sure how do you want it to sounds like. Even how do you want it to be.

and the person you wish to understand it the most was the last person you would ever tell.

"jika mampu ku menyatu dalam darahmu, dalam nadimu, agar engkau tahu..
saat semua kata kehilangan makna
dan saat segala upaya terasa hampa"

and the worst thing about this note is that it is about me, not about you.




10 hours or so to my last day here

9.18am
KellySweet - Raincoat

Tumben bgt hari ini cuaca yg keliatan dari jendela kantor -yg gede2 itu, mendung. Hmmmmmm sungguh tidak mendukung untuk bekerja.


Raindrops bang like rocks on my windowpane
I thought they'd never stop Never see the sun again
And I've been sleeping in For way too long
wake up, enough's enough
those days are gone
I'm gonna throw out my raincoat
I hope it's all right
Gonna go find me a rainbow And hang it up in the sky
Blues pass me by
You left me a wreck Just like a rusty trombone
But some things they just sting, Enough to move you along
I'm not gonna wait around I'm throwin' this old thing out




48 hours or so to my last day here