just because i can not sleep.

it's 5. 30 and i'm already sitting on my desk. in my office. YES. OFFICE, dearest readers.

what the heck am i doing di kantor pagi2 buta beginiiiii? sejak kapan advertising agency masuk jam 5.30 pagi???

heyyy.. hari ini saya ada market visit ke pasar.. jangan sedih cinnn, pasarnya di Tangerang.. kumpul jam 6. 30 di kantor tapi seperti biasa gw kepagian [mengukuhkan gw sebagai banci on-time].

so, i was planning to sleep di musholla.. ternyata Stanley sudah mengambil alih.. ga jadi deh.. lagian gw gak bisa tidur... di mobil aja tadi gw ngga tidur.. kepala sih berat yaa ngantuk2 gitu, tapi entah kenapa gak bisa tidur...

so, while i'm waiting for them to pick me up.. lets make this post about anything that i feel like writing, so be prepared for non-thematic post guysss. hehehe.

and here are some pics from 17an at my office..

of course gw yang lagi hormat ga jelas itu..

And this is the team! clients, talent, and agency team.. loveeeee my teammmm *.* of course drama dimana2 yaa boo kalau dalam pekerjaan but still, i love working with them..

Eh ada deng tema-nya postingan ini.. temanya dunia pekerjaan gw ya sepertinya hehehehe..

Aduhh sakit perut tadi subuh2 sarapan rendang...

kerja.kerja.kerja

So for those of you who wonder [like there are any, haha], currently i'm working as an Account Executive for this particular shampoo brand, in this particular multifrikkinnational advertising agency.
Baru sebulan [tanggal 12 besok gw monthversary 2 bulanan dengan kantor gw ini.. *.*] gw senang banyak ketemu orang baru, dan of course learn new things. There are days when i made mistakes , stumbled here and there, merasa bodoh karena semuaaa orang disini pinter dan kerjanya cepet. But hey kata Alanis Morisette kan you live, you learn. Well i hope i can catch up soon.

But that's not what i want to tell you in this post.
Those were all the silver lining, what i meant to tell you adalah..

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN REALLY CRAZY.

Jadi karena dua minggu ini kita menggeber photosession [cover, fashion spread endebrey endebrey] di 13 majalah [yes tigabelas. don't ask me kenapa bisa cuma 2 minggu], yang mana minggu ini juga bersamaan dengan jadwal photosession untuk print ad dan syuting TVC [!] makanya gw ama supervisor gw kalang kabut bagi2 kerjaan.
Jadilah begini keseharian gw tiap hari this week..

• dateng ke kantor pagi jam 9
• follow up kerjaan [FAW, Feedback2in majalah, printilan2 request dr client, etc]
• jam 1an cabs ke lokasi foto
• jam 9 atau 10 malem sampe kantor lagi dan meneruskan pekerjaan2 yang mesti di follow up
• Jam 12 atau jam 1 pagi pulang ke cibubur.
• Pagi jam 6 bangun dannn ke kantor lagi...

YUK CIN. CAPCUS BANGET YA NEKK.
mengejar matahari banget ga sih gueee..

Tapii ya itu tadi, behind every cloud there's a silver lining.
Lagian gw merasa memamg gw harus melalui tahap2 ini, kalo ngga gw ga akan belajar mandiri dan selalu tergantung ama supervisor gw.
Lumayanlah gw skrg udah bisa ditinggal ngurus2 printilan sendiri.. supervisi fotosession sendiri, dan hasilnya mostly bagus.. hehehe [walopun ada this one particular magazine yang hasil fotonya KAMPRING ga sesuai dengan kesombongan orang2nya.. itu lohh initial BZ.. hahaha :P]

dan,
Jangan sedih cin,
Gw nulis ini Sabtu, di kantor, nungguin FAW abis itu cabs ke lokasi syuting TVC di pulogadung.
hahaha

So Alive.

i've always liked this song. without realizing that i never even had the song on my computaa. so here i go this morning, asking people where i can download the song since 4shared thingy is not working for this song.
Well, while i am crossing my fingers, here's the lyric.
The title, and the words and the lyrics are just a great great combination. perffeecctt. the song gives you a kind of feeling of freedom and love and joy and excitement and everything in between. One cool junkie isn't he? :D

Ryan Adams- So Alive

Today I watched the boats
Moving through the harbor
Walking on water
In your arms I'd stay
Forever if I could
Forever if I may
Keep me in your thoughts, don't disappearI

am on your side
And so alive
So alive , it isn't real

If this is how I feel
Then nothing now is true
And nothing now can ever be taken away from you
Sinking in the past
The things that shouldn't last
Just put to bed and stand beside me
Stand beside me

Always on your side
I'm on your side
And so alive it isn't real
I am on your side
And so alive
And so alive
And so alive
I am on your side
I am on your side
I am on your side
And so alive

i will post his picture later.
Or, you guys can google it yourselves. hehe

I know we're cool

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles,
and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool


Congratulations. Sincerely (:

from the cradle to the grave

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

Mind you, I'm on U2 mode again.
Wondering will they ever come to Jakarta
or
will i ever get the chance to watch them playing live before i dieeeeee

Come closer
Come closer
Come closer to me now
Can’t wait any longer
Come closer to me now

Ah hoo what you do to me
Ah hoo what you do to me

I can feel you in the air
When it’s like you’re everywhere
And the world can disappear
Just as long as you are near
Your smile is my whole world
Come closer to me now
I’ve waited forever
Come closer to me now

Ah hoo what you do to me
Ah hoo what you do to me

Now you got me in your spellIt’s the best I’ve ever felt
Feel you breathing in my soul'
Cause I know you’re heaven sent
Take over my senses
Come closer to me now
I’ve got no defenses
Come closer to me now

Ah hoo what you do to me
Ah hoo what you do to me

tau iklan Close-up yang versi bubble [udah aga lama sih..]? ini lagu backsoundnya. it's by Rico Blanco ex-vocalist of Rivermaya.
I really like the song. Somebody please find me the song. please please please please.

n.b: it's funny how i managed to write this post in the middle of this madness at work. ggaaahhh

update: LAGUNYA UDAH KETEMU. HOREEE. THANKS BUAT NADZ. mwah mwahh *.*

Jai guru deva om

(No need to write who's the actual author, kan? this song remains one of the most beautiful song ever, no matter who sings it)

Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing
through my open ears exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

This song is very hypnotizing, dont you think?
espescially in one cloudy morning.

and for those of you who wonders..
Jai Guru Deva Om doesnt mean 'nothing's gonna change my world' [siapa jugaa yang mikir gitu ya haha]. It means something like I give thanks to God or Victory to God or something like that. It's some kind of Sanskrit language or prayer, i guess. well, feel free to sue me if i'm wrong haha ;p