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Try, try, try - Smashing Pumpkins

Let me tell you,
The video is really sad. Kemaren ini gw ga sengaja denger lagunya dan teringat videonya. One of my all-time favorite. You can youtube it here.
Katanya ada versi short-movienya juga.

Di video ini, entah kenapa -sekali lagi gw ulangi, entah kenapa, maybe the song, apalah dan ini subjektif- Billy Corgan looks hot. hahaha. biasanya kan dia plain ozzy syahputra. Hehehhee. He looks even hotter with hair :D James Iha juga kadang tampak oke kadang plain engko2.. hehehe


Oh iyaaaa one disturbing thought, though. film Radit dan Jani terinspirasi video ini gak ya? hehehe.

Pop tart, what's our mission
Do we know but never listen
For too long they held me under
But I hear It's almost over
In Detroit, on a Memphis train
Like you said it's
Down in the heat and the summer rain of
The automatic gauze of your memories
Down in the sleep at the airplane races

Try to hold on, to this heart
A little bit longer
Try to hold on, to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart's
A little bit colder
Try to hold on, To this love

Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
Written around the dried out flowers
Here we are still trading places
To try to hold on

Pop tart, can you envision
A free world, of clear division
For too long
They held us under
But I know, we're getting over
In Detroit, with the Nashville tears
Like you said it's
Down in the heat with the broken numbers
Down in the gaze of solemnity
Down in the way you've held together

To try to hold on, to this heart
A little bit closer
Try to hold on, to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart's
A little bit older, try to hold on
To this love aloud, and we are still alive
Try to hold on, and we have survived
Try to hold on

And no one should deny
We tried to hold onto the pulse of the feedback current
Into the flow of encrypted movement
Slapback kills the ancient remnants

That try to hold on
Try to hold on, To this heart alive
Try to hold on, To this love aloud
Try to hold on, And we are still alive
Try to hold on, And we have survived
Try to hold on

Pop tart, you never listen
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
Stop start
What's our mission
Skinned knees
Try to hold on

FRUSTRASIIII

ok, first of all....

*sigh, i dont even know where to start. Arrrgg it is so goddamn frustratingggggggg..

ok, first of all,
If you want to pitch for a media planning tender, you got to have the brief on the objectives and segmentation of the company and everything instead of just telling me to FIND OUT ABOUT THE MEDIA suitable for this particular company.
You don't even know what kind of documents needed for the proposal material. Why pitch anywayysss????

second of all,
You gave me this book on campaign planning for me to read (!!). It is clear that YOOUU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT A MEDIA PLAN IS, WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE AND HOW IT IS NOT THAT EASY TO DEVELOP ONE.
i studied them actually when i was in college, and i did NOT LIKE it. It IS complicated.

third of all,
does it ever occur to you, Mister, that..

WE ARE NOT AN F-ING MEDIA PLANNER.

and tomorrow we will be pitching against 2 media planning giants. MindShare and Grey.
Somebody, just kill me now.

Ampppuunnn Tuhaaaaaaaannnnnn.
I want OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT.

Jesus, walk with me

No religious issues intended. haha. i knew this song from Basitha, and listening to this, gw bisa sedikit mendalami perasaan dia dan si anunya itu. I think you guys should listen to it too. Go google it peopleeeeee [or buy the cd,whatever hahaha]

When I wake up in the morning
feel the sun shine on my face
I get up and I’m yawning
There is so much time I can waste
Cause I need this
God feed me with your love
And take me through the day

Fool me into believing
I don’t care if your deceiving me
I wouldn’t want it any other way
‘Cause then I’d only stay the same

When I wake up in the dawning
And the day is not far away
Find my way in a dark room
That my eyes fail to see through
If God made me
Will Jesus save me?
And take me through the day

Fool me into believing
I don’t care if your deceiving me
Before I go I need to be
Something more than the skin and bones you see

‘Cause everywhere I go
Everywhere I’ve been
And everywhere I’m going to
I only go with you

Apart from this rancak bana internet connection in my office, still LACK OF POST and after a while i only managed to post a song lyric here, no story whatsoever. hahahaha. my lazy ass.

"Mungkin yang beli kamera ama film yang harganya dua kali lipat di sana itu anak-anak hipster kali ya."

"pastinya, pir..yang beli polaroid di toko "Paman" adalah tipe-tipe remaja-remaja yang baru memproklamirkan dirinya sebagai anak 'indie', kuliah desain grafis di universitas berbiaya mahal, dan tak lupa memakai baju-baju terkini yang menjadi 'seragam wajib' jika sedang ada acara-acara :P"
conversation taken from http://aditvampir.multiply.com/journal/item/133

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.

Banyak Asap Disana.

Efek Rumah Kaca - Banyak Asap Disana

hidup tak lagi sama konglomerasi pesta
lapar bagai hama tak ada yang tersisa

dedikasi dijaga berjejal di kepala
demi sanak saudara hingga menyesakkan dada

diskriminasi hanya untuk kita semua
kado bersama sama di musim perik tiba

yang muda lari ke kota, berharap tanahnya mulia
kosong di depan mata, banyak asap di san

menanam tak bisa, menangis pun sama
gantung cita cita di tepian kota


tiba-tiba gw cape.
I was all positive. tapi melihat dua e-mail tadi gw jadi mendadak dangdut.
Isi e-mailnya jauh dari negatif. Tapi kenapa ya tiba2 gw merasa
amat sangat c a p e k dan m u a k.

and in case you're wondering. Iya lagunya emang ga nyambung. Ga ada hubungannya. Hanya sedang mendengarkan lagu itu and i felt like writing the words here.
Arrghh.

my brother just smacked the cicak dead

Salah sendiri dia mucul di depan gw. udah tau gw ga suka.
Dan bertepatan dgn adik gw yg baru pulang sekolah dan sedang bersemangat.
Tadinya gw udah teriak2 'udah jangan diuber ntar malah kesini'
Tapi adik gw penasaran.
Digetoklah cicak itu. dan mati.
Cicaknya gede warna abu2.. huek.
Terus dibuang ama dia.
Di tong sampah tetangga. hehehe.
Adik yang pintar.

PETA will sue me if they read this post.
jadi jangan bilang2 ya.